It's taken me several months to write this out 1, because it is very layered and 2, because parts of it are very painful to relive I lost my Mom a few months ago and while attempting to write a subjective experience on grief it turned into a testament on the incredible connection / relationship between my beloved Mom and myself. and to go there I realised I have to speak about things I have never spoken about so openly before, but its integral to my journey, so just a precaut